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Went to see my Social Worker, today, Cathy. We talk about guilt. How some groups instill, too much of it. Cathy suggests I am attracted to the social aspect and the structure of the group. Too much guilt, though. About doing and, not doing things. She insists, as an adult I may follow my own path. Certain ones, here have told me the same.
Cathy asks me what, else she could do to help me. I say the meds are working and I have a room for a week. She thanks me for coming. She says to be, more kind to myself. Cathy suggests I am unsure I want to stay in Portland. It was a productive, positive 30 minutes.
She gives me a list of affirmations, one: "My thoughts do not control my life, I do."